Ok... one hapdet laaa

I'm Single now... for the time being. It's better like this, so that each of us can SEARCH ourselves and respect ourselves better... and of course to turn ourselves as a better person.

God willing, we'll be together again. If not... then God has found someone better for us. I stand at that. But I won't deny that I do still love him. But it has to stop now for the time.

OMG!

I'm not really busy... but I'm busy... my time on the internet consists of stalking people, deleting my e-mails, checking out blogshops, checking out jobs and chatting. So yes... I am busy... dlm erti kata lain, saya juga tak tau kenapa tersangatla malas nk hapdet blog. OMG!!! Teghoknyeee...


Please inspiration... please come back so that I can blog n blog like it's nobody's business. Sigh~


Mahappppp!!!

Malas... Procrastinating...

I have so many things to right about... I just don't know why I can't think of how to right it and I keep procrastinating... not good. Not good at all.

Many things have happen the past 2 months I have NOT been blogging... hope I could share it here soon.

Under the weather..again..

Am not feeling well this past few days... nak type pun separa mengantuk sbb most of my medicines make me really drowsy.

Am going to update about my Vietnam trip and my friends wedding soon. So keep posted!

Ho Chi Minh

Vietnam, here I come!!!

Will be going to Ho Chi Minh City tomorrow. Will be back in 4 days. See ya!!!

An Antique Cup... or any cup at that.

Imagine an antique cup, you see a thousand cracks in it.

But it still stays in one piece, doesn't it?

And even when there's large cracks on it, you glue 'em up together, and it could still be a good water holder. And you don't throw it just because of those few cracks,

because the cup is a masterpiece, an antique, a precious collection.

Only, and only when it breaks from a big fall, and the piece are unrecognizable and you can't seem to glue them together anymore, it is then you throw it away.

Imagine that antique cup as your relationship.

It's a masterpiece, it's precious.

If you give up just because of just a few cracks, you're giving up too easily.

And by all means, you're not a quitter. 

Some people are wanting the perfect so much in their need of a relationship, that even tiny cracks in a cup, makes them throw it into a garbage. And then what? They have to start all over again to find that precious collection. It's exhausting some times. Unless, however you're that kind of person, that you wouldn't mind at all.

Lazy Food

It's these times when I'm really lazy, I think of all the convenient foods to eat. That are sooo nice in the states and in New Zealand. And err.. not so nice here. Well no offence, there are good convenient foods in Malaysia. But the err... Fisherman Fish Fingers cost around RM17 for a dozen of fingers. You could get 40 fingers for only NZD 6 (RM14) in New Zealand!!! and you could get a good mini tub ice cream for NZD 6 (RM15) which here costs about RM35 for a good Baskin Robbins tub. Sigh~

When I was small, back in the States, Mom would buy those frozen mini burgers which tastes owh so nice!!! They don't have 'em here.

In New Zealand, Maggi came out with an instant Mashed Potatoes Sachet. Again, not offered here.

Sometimes the simple food are the most yummiest. A simple white rice with fried omellete or sunny side up with chilli would be fantastic. Or maybe just a plate of white rice with sauteed chicken with pepper. Nothing complicated.

I remembered when I was busy with exams and assignments back in Wellington, all I did was pop a beef pie in the oven. Continued studying and after 20 minutes, went to get my dinner. Simple. Or when I would cook rice for the portion of 5 people for the whole house.. and then bake fish fingers or fish fillets in the oven. Ate fish fingers with rice and Nando's Peri Sauce with it. Nyum!! Didn't take a lotta time and hassle-free at that.

I think I'm complaining to much because I just spent 2 hours in the kitchen preparing Fish Sambal and Prawn Sambal to bring to my grandma and to bring to Vietnam next week. Yep.. the whole preparation took from 6pm to 8pm. And when it was al over.. my hair, smelt like Chilli and the mess in the kitchen! Owh Lordy!!

Though sometimes, the best meals are those that take hours and hours to prepare and to cook. And in the end, the satisfaction you get out of it. Is worthwile. But sometimes, all you need is simple, easy to cook, no hassle and err.. no smelly food. Hehe.

I want Pam's Fish Fingers!!! Can someone send some to me from New Zealand??!!! And Burger Fuel and Beef Pie and Cookie Time!!! Owh and those in the States: Some Tortilla Chips with cheese dips and Nerds and Snapple and Cherry Coke and Dr. Pepper and for god's sake, I want to go eat at Red Lobster!!!

Oh-kay, Oh-kay... So Malaysia is well known as THE Food Haven in Asia and sometimes in the World, because you could get almost anything from any country here. But somehow, they don't have those that I list above. Why? Why? Too much food to bring in I guess? Hehehe~

Under the weather

Caught the cold yesterday evening after helping dear Mommy clean her office. Must been the dust or some sorts. I'm allergic to the dusts in Mommy's office apparently. Wonder why I'm not allergic to the dusts in my room or in my house? Hahaha.. Weird.

Now it's down to a sore throat.. a painful one at it. Sigh~ And all the plans I had for this few days had to be cancelled. Why owh why? Not a good timing to get sick.

Just hope I feel much better tomorrow. I need to go out. I need to!!! Eheh...

Drinking some hot tea with lemon and honey. Hope it works this time around.

Bruno Mars me LOVE

I have been listening to Bruno Mars' CD ever since I got it. I transferred it to my MP3 Player, popped it in the car and even transferred some of the songs to my BB. So that has been like 1 week of non stop Doo-Wops & Hooligans... In my car, when I'm taking my shower, and before I sleep. People must think I'm a bit tooo obsessed. Hahaha!! I love every song on it!!! But my super-duper favourites has got to be:

• Grenade
• Just The Way You Are
• Marry You
• Count on me
• Runaway Baby

Plus, there's a certain part of the singer that reminds me of Mr. Long Legs. Don't think other people will notice. I do, because I keep looking at Mr Long Legs pictures and videos and watching Bruno Mars' videos on You Tube. Ngehehe~

Here's the new video from the singer. Grenade. Says a lot this song. Should've given it to my exes.. sometimes Mr Long Legs too.. hahahaha.. sometimes.

Hapdet...

First... I got pissed by someone's comment on my friends facebook about how rugi amik Masters is, when your salary starts low. Huihhh~ Did that blew me off!! The whole argument n strings of comments started from this one lady whom HAD to start the whole thing. Anyways... will post about this on another post in the future... No moody2 posts tonite. Hehehe~

Soooo... hapdets (updates) from me... for the past err... 3 months of not having the chance to properly blog.

1) I just finished my MBA (finally... woohoo!!) But results won't come out until end of December, I think. So finger's cross in hopes I pass through everything. Aminnn... Then you can call me Master YoDee... "May the force be with you" eh.. is that my line?? Ngee~

2) Because of the final semester of my MBA, I did not have any personal time, yet alone time with my family n friends... as well as make-up and sleep. The whole final 2 months was like.. Make up? Apa tu?? It was more of like, shower, wear clothes, carry heavy bag full of books n my humongous laptop and away I go to class/discussions. Fortunately, that is over now.

3) Apologies to my friends and family whom I have not met in months. I now have a long waiting list for friends and family whom I should see and places I should go and things I should buy. Luckily, my MBA finished right on time for the Raya Haji Holidays, so family: checked! Met them all.. well, most of them. Hehe..

4) I am now not single.. but can I still be available?? (Cheeky...) I'm back with Mr. Long Legs a.k.a. Girrafe a.k.a Mr.Giant a.k.a. Yus a.k.a. Ucop. Why he has soo many nicknames, I dunno. Haha~ But I do know he's called Girrafe n Long Legs n Giant is because of his built n height. 6'4"... waddya think?! Oohh.. There was this time when I was in Penang and I saw his jeans on the back seat of his car, took it out, stand perfectly straight and measure his pants on myself. For me to be wearing his jeans comfortably at the correct height, his jeans would reach my chest. Maybe when I need a jumpsuit, I can borrow his jeans. Save money.

Here's me n Mr Long Legs

5) After months.. ok, years... (make that 7 years to be exact) of persuasions and prayers (I can get a bit dramatic.. can I?) Mr. Long Legs is now finally working in KL... He's from Penang, so he has been of course working there.

6) Though I can no longer call it a long distance relationship, since we live only 25 minutes away from each other, we seldom see each other due to our busy schedule. But yeah, we're kinda used to it.. so it isn't such a big issue. Only sometimes... when you get reaaallllyyy mad with each other, it's easier to now shout in front of our face instead of on the phone! Hehe.. ok.. we don't do that. He's the ultra calm n cool (sometimes too cool) one. I'm the panicky, emotional one.. So blame it on the girl, huh?! Fine, blame our PMS's. Haha!

7) I am now an owner of 23 ayam katik's. What's it called in English? Katik Chicken? Owh... maybe Petite Chicken? Ngehehe... and of course my 7 lovely cats; Upin, Ipin, Labu,Labi, Laila, Boboy and Booboo. (Please don't ask me how I came up with their names.. it just popped out ya know)

8) I am taking at least a months break before I start figuring what I want to do next. Either I start up a small business, or I'll find a job somewhere. Keep posted on this blog. I might tell you lot the next step...

9) Every few minutes, i turn my head to the wall behind me, because there's a Cicak on the wall, and my dear friends, you know how afraid I am of cicak's. Eeeuuuwwww!!!

10) I'll continue updating soon, because now, I need to go to sleep. If I don't, I'd might fall asleep infront of my Ustaz during the Quran recital.. and that is a big No-No.